7th entry

actually this few days nth much happen...

wed meet up with a forum fren...cos she helping me to see

how badly cookie's fur is matted....

but before going, my mum already helped me remove most of it le....

but she helped me to bath cookie n teach me how to brush her fur correctly:)

she's a very kind lady...cos its the first time we met...

she offered to help w/o taking a single cent from me...

will be bringing cookie go holland v for grooming this coming wed:)

i've change groomer once again...this time round is at gen petstylist:)

was toking to 1 of my guy fren...he was having a little bit of problem...

he like a gal which doesnt really like him...n the gal keep treating him coldly..

so he did many things which is very silly...but i can understand him...

cos i was once in his shoe...so i give him some advise...hopefully can wake him up..

but 1 thing he say which i agree is...in a r/s..there must be trust in it...

cant control each other so much...must let the other half have his/her own space..

n not stick together always...cos if he/she wanna control u...

that's not a healthy r/s...it become sort of a game le...like command n conquer...

this means he/she only wanna control u like u belong to him/her...

it's not that the person really love u...

i told him...thats the reason y i stay single after the last breakup....

once im in love with someone...problems start to come...

cos when we r frens..theres no expectation...but once we r in a r/s...

i will start having expectation...n if the guy cant fulfill my expectation...

i will be very disappointed in him....

i hate the feeling of disappointment....

guys is gd at giving empty promises...

a r/s must bring me happiness then i will consider to be in 1...

if its going to make me miserable n sad....i rather to remain single....

anyway im happy with my life now....

6th entry

yesterday night went havelock to eat teochew porridge with elvin n his fren...

his fren ordered sooo many dishes but i ask elvin to order salted veg n gao li cai for me....haha...

total bill costed $42.60...its soo ex...after dinner his fren wanna go chilled n relax...so he suggest to go piano bar @ waterfront....and i drink sheiley temple....1 of my fave mocktail....after that elvin send me home...

Cny is just round the corner...so as usual there's bazzar @ chinatown....n it's really damned crowded....hate to squeeze with people...but no choice cos im working there...but today i spotted a guy soo zi lian...keep taking self portrait....but i snapped a photo of him while doing it...haha....will attached the photo below...haha...im just so evil...keke....

i regret to change cookie's shampoo...now her fur is badly matted...i see her fur i nearly cry...cant even comb thru...so u can imagine how bad the condition her fur is...zzz...im gonna call her groomer 1st thing tmr morning to change her coming appt to full grooming instead of basic groom....its very heartbreaking to cut short her fur...as i took quite many mth to grow till the length she's having now....but no choice cos i cant stand her fur so badly matted....and its not good for her skin too...but im growing her top knot...so will not be cutting her head's fur...

im so gonna go buy more dress for her to wear....at least with clothes on she wont feel soo naked...haha...that's my logic:)

nites...

5th entry

i've been sick for the past few days...down with high fever n bad cough...till now still have not recover...hate this feeling...

today nearly fainted while buying food...got a scared...so i faster sit down n rest awhile...
maybe is becos of the medicine i took that causes me nearly blackout ba....

anyway...i've decided to register cookie for the OB class le..$420 for 8 weeks...1hr weekly...
its not too expensive but its not cheap either...but wad to do...its for her benefit...hopefully
its worth the money im going to spend...*keep my finger cross*

i've ordered the pee tray le...still trying to get her to pee/poo there....but she still dare to step onto the tray to pee...as i spread newsapaper on top mah...maybe after afew days more will try w/o papers...see she will go pee/poo there anot....

i will be going to have my hair cut on wed..still dunno wad to do with my hair...haha...maybe i will go cut bangs...and i still have to go shop for my cny clothings...but i've already settled 1set le..
juz need to go buy another 2 sets more...

medicine taking effect...gtg..nites

4th entry

Its been awhile since i last blogged..

well CNY is less than a mth time.. bought 1 dress, a top n a pair of wedges...
thinking of going to buy another few dresses....haha..i simply love dress !!
recently im crazy over buying things online for baby...wanted to order a pee tray for her..but dunno how come the website keep got error...zzz...so ended i went to a US website to order some bows for her...anyway i admit i super pampered her...even my family members cant stand me...haha....

this past few days we didnt on aircon...so cookie been slping with me...i love the feel of her snuggling close to me...i love her smell..although sometimes she's quite smelly due to her tearing problems...haha...but i really dun mind the smell...

1 of my guy fren called me today...asking me to accompany him go malaysia on wed to watch fireworks...zzz...its abit bo liao rite...go all the way there to watch...anyway im still considering whether to go with him anot...cos im abit lazy as the next day i still gotta work...

nights..

3rd entry

Cookie is sick


got a shocked this morning...my niece called me to inform me cookie vomited brown liquid...
make me soo worried...cos its the 1st time she vomited brown liquid....
at first i tot nth serious...but evening time she vomited out her food she took in the morning !!
which make me even more worried...cos i scare she shallow some foreign object...n gotten stuck inside...but i was at work so i ask my nephew bring her to vet....but the vet is fully booked le...cant even squeeze in a slot for me...but the vet asst give them a 24hr emergency number...cos he say if within 2hr+ she vomit more than 3x gotta bring her to hospital...after hearing make me panic more...cos sound serious mah...plus see her suffered really make my heart bleed...i rather im the one suffering...hopefully tmr morning bring her go vet turns out fine...i rather waste $$ den to assume she's ok...

*to cookie baby,
baby...please get well soon ok...
mummy still wan to spend many more years with u
cos mummy still very much in love with u...
mummy will spend more time with u...
so please faster get well n be the notti girl again...
u noe mummy really love u rite...


*too worried till cant fall asleep..head very pain now

2nd entry

updates:

was feeling happy for the past few days...dun ask me y am i in my happy mood...cos i oso dunno y too...i wanted to find back my old self..cos im much more happy last time...so new year new start...i wanna make 2010 a year for me to be happy...

contacted lionel the other day cos i kinda missed chatting with him...haha...but he's too busy with his school + he's sick...so didnt really chat much with him...shall meet up with him 1 day...

went cityhall with jasmine after work on tues, cos she ask me acc her go eat the soup spoon...but ended up we saw a push cart selling bags...so i drag her to look awhile...afew bags caught my eyes...but the one im interested in costed 23bucks...but i try to bargain for 20bucks...but the sales asst say cant...so jasmine offered to pay the 3bucks for me....haha...she really dote on me de....i noe it but sometimes i just cant help but vent my anger on her....but i too oso care for her...we're always there for each other...

recently im into a book called i did tell, i did...its based on a true story about a little girl betrayed by those people should have loved her...i like this kind of story..shall update more about the story after i've finish reading....

anyway i've create a wishlist for me n for cookie...hopefully i can achieve some of my wish:)

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1st post of the year

Its the first post of the year !

Time flies really fast ! 1year just past without me realising it....
Well 2009 is totally not a Gd year for me...hopefully 2010 will be gd n smooth year for my life...

didnt intended to go countdown de..but my bro in law finally manage to psycho me to Zouk...
cos its been a looong time since i went down le...haha..
reached there @ 1230..waited ard 10mins before my sis finally come n bring me in...haha...
after go in...my bro in law intro me to his friends...which include LAmborghini boss....didnt expected the boss to be quite young...maybe ard 30's....cos i expected the boss to be ard mid 50's like that...haha...but i cant really remember his face le....after drinking with them...my sis intro me to Zouk's boss n the lady boss....The lady boss is pretty although she's already abt 40+..
but she really dun look like 40+....she look younger...i tot only abt 30's...haha...
was quite happy...cos i get to drink my favourite drink(cordon bleu)...
the whole nite my bro in law keep intro me to his friends...zzz...
But they are totally out of my league....cos they are really too mature le...*sob*
But there's a friend of them, i think he already drunk le...keep on touching my face...n keep KISSING my forehead !!! zzz...i keep siam le...he juz grab my head n kiss...zzz...so erxin...yucks...there goes my fantasy....cos i like guy to kiss my forehead de...feel so sweet...
But this stupid guy burst my bubbles....Damn it !!

Anyway i asked my daddy come n fetch me home...haha...cos i dun wan to waste $$ taking cab home....cos i noe my dad still not asleep yet...haha...*thank u daddy...

Thats how i started my year 2010...

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