37th Entry

Well cookie skin condition is still the same... But the wound is getting smaller I think... So hopefully before my trip she can fully recover... If not I dun think I can really enjoy my holiday..
Eversince cookie skin got prob, I've been slping early le.. Cos every morning I've got wash n apply med for her.. And I won't be getting any off till 9th June.. So extremely tired !!! Although my job it may seem easy... But it's really tiring de...
Anyway me n Him are ok already... Hopefully I didn't make the wrong choice ba... I wish we won't quarrel over small issues le... Cos it really hurts me alot.. Hopefully everything will work out ba... If can't work out... I wish it will end in a nicer way instead...
Well... I dun wan to think so much le...


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36th Entry

It's been quite sometimes since I've last blogged...
Well nothing much happen.. Been going out quite frequently...
I felt so guilty cos didn't have time to accompany my baby...
She ignore me by going to my mum instead of me for sayang... Make me so sad.... But lucky this few days she is back to her usual self:) she will wan me to sayang her le... Haha...
Starting from today onwards, I've gotta work till my holiday before I can off again... Cos lack of manpower... But nvm... Cos or double pay... Haha... But it's gonna be real tired!!! But wad to do... I need more money!!!
And I'm craving for some drinking n partying session!!!! It's been a long long time since I really drink and drunk le... Although last week I juz went drinking... But I only drink abit not shiok!!!
Anyway recently I'm feeling abit confuse over some issue... Hopefully I will sort out my thinking n obtain ans to it....






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35th Entry

I'm back to peninsula plaza for 2weeks... So more or less I'm much settle down already... It had been 1year since I'm station here.. Well.. The stress is double over here.. Rental is super duper expensive... So I must really push my sales... -Sigh- cos over at Chinatown.. It's much more relaxing... Haha... Ya I admit I'm lazy...
I'm wondering should I bring cookie to see vet anot.. Cos her ear got a pimple like bump growing.. Although it's not big.. But I'm still worried... Maybe by next week if it's still not getting better...
Another less than 1 mth.. I'm flying off to HK le... Woo hoo~~
It's been 2years since my last visit... Can't wait to travel.. As I seriously need a break... But I'm gonna miss my baby so damn much... But I'm still not sure if my sis is going to bring my parents to gold coast anot.. If she is.. Den Ive got to board cookie at a boarding house... Abit worried.. Cos nv leave her before with other...only problem I'm worry is she will get hurt or infected with ticks/fleas... So much to consider... Making me abit pissed... Anyway still waiting for her to confirm with me...



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33rd Entry

Have been sleeping late for the past 1week... Always slept at around 4am... Feel so dead tired...

12th may:
Went cine to meet Claud.. Went to watch robin hood :) so after buying tickets, we went to OG centerpoint to eat mushroom pot.. Been a long long time since we ate there :) it's just so yummy !! After lunch, shopped around awhile before we went to watch movie... After movie, I went to meet R for a drink at chijmes.. That pub is quite nice, $20 free flow.. Will went there again.. Haha.. It's been awhile since I last drink:)

13th may:
Gab come to pass me my laptop charger.. So after that he came to my house to test whether the charger is working anot.. Thank god it works :) anyway he's the first guy that came to my house.. Haha... After that we head to sentosa for awhile.. Cos he wanna bring me go see how the casino looks like.. Cos till now I have not went to RWS before.. I'm impress with the design there.. The lighting all are soo beautiful.. After that he send me home to my doorstep.. Haha..

Think today I'll turn in early.. Have not had a gd rest recently...

Back to work :(






















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32nd Entry

I'm not sure y this few days I'm feeling rather no appetite... Cos the sight of food sort of turns me off...
Last night after work, met her at tb plaza.. Ate mos burger.. So she ask me wanna ask Gabriel along.. I say I'm fine with it... So gab came to meet us... After awhile we head over to dempsy Ben n Jerry to eat ice cream :) after that we head over to mustafa to shop... Haha.. Can't believe we shop till 4am.. Actually we wanna go fly kite de.. But after looking at the time we decided to go eat instead of going fly kite.. As we still need to work the next day:)
Reached home at 5.. Bathe and went to bed at going to 6... Damn..I am so blur at work...zzz
But I dun think I will go out till so late next time le.. Cos when I reach home, cookie was waiting for me... Usually she will slp outside my room... But this morning when I reach home.. She was lying somewhere facin my front door... Poor baby :( I'm such a bad mummy...
Anyway, I juz wanna to spend time with Her*.. as I can understand what she's feeling now.. Juz wanna be there for her in times like this... Cos she's always be there for me whenever I'm feeling down etc...
Hopefully she will pull herself together soon :)


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31st Entry

Rainy day !! It makes me emo..
It bring back lots of memories..
I Noe I'm just feeling down so I start thinking about the past... Maybe because my friend is having her emo attack n it's affecting me too..
Suddenly got a urge to go to beach to sit there n listen to the wave.. Cos listening to the wave.. Seem to clear my senses.. It's a place that can make me vulnerable.. It's been a long long time since I've last went to a beach..argh!!! How I wish I can go there now!!! Guess I should stop writing already.. The more I write the more emo I get...

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30th Entry

Hmmm.. Dunno is it because I'm having pms or wad?? My best friend (mood swing) is paying a visit...
Was lying down on bed, listening to some music.. The more I listen the more I'm feeling emotional..
Maybe because almost all the songs in my mp3 are all sad sad songs.. So it sort of trigger on my negative side..
I've sort of given up trying to talk some senses to Her* already.. I hate seeing her go around having fling.. I hate seeing her getting hurt in the end.. I Noe I can't restrict her as it's her life.. But all I can do is to be by her side when she need someone...
I missed being the lil naive gal..
At least I'm much happier being a naive gal.. Anyway.. I Noe I can't turn back time..
I just hope that I will be more stronger .. N stop being an emotional gal..
I hope that She* will oso find a guy who will take her seriously.. And not to toy with her feelings...

-Night-


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Random thoughts

My stomach cramp is killing me!!!
Times like this... I really wanna to snuggle close to cookie.. Inhale her smell.. Have her shower me with her wet kisses:)

My friend commented that cookie really transform from ugly duckling to beautiful swan le:)
It's make me feel proud...haha

Gotta go


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29th Entry

Last night went bugis with Claudia.. Had sakae sushi for lunch.. After eating, I went PLC to buy cosi pets milk for cookie to drink... Cos she is really very skinny.. Can feel the bones.. So I wanna to help her gain weight:) so went home let her try abit.. And she loves it :)
Was shopping ard.. Saw one push cart selling customize stuffs.. Like mirror, necklace, handphone accessories etc... Am interested in getting one mirror for myself.. Cos I wanna put cookie picture on it.. But still can't decide which photo I wanna put...
Anyway I bought comics again.. Haha.. Juz can't resist buying...
Watch ip man 2 at illuma.. Overall it's a nice movie to watch..

Back to work :(






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