67th Entry

Brought baby to the vet on wed to see her swollen paw.. Vet say it's mostly due to her stepping on something that she's allergic to..

She's was given an anti itch medicine and an antibiotic plus solution to clean and cream to apply.. So now baby is wearing e collar..

Funny thing is, most dog really dislike wearing e collar. But baby seems to like it, cos everytime I remove her e collar to let her eat and when I wan to help her wear back, she will happily sit there to let me wear for her.. Lol..

Anyway as she's wearing e collar, so this few days I will be accompany her to slp at the living room..

I'm slping soon... Good night everyone :)


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66th Entry

It's 2.35am now, but I can't slp.. Cos I'm really worried over cookie. Saw her paw quite swollen and there's a cut there. It's been quite afew days , but only till today then I realize it's so serious. Lucky will be bringing her to vet later.
Hopefully nothing serious, if not I really dunno what to do.

Cookie must be in pain, but she's very gd at tolerating pain. Seeing her paw.. Make me very heart pain and really feels like crying!!

I felt so bad that I wait till now then bring her to vet.

I pray that after vet visit, she will be fine.


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65th Entry

Never blogged for afew weeks.

Nothing much happened, so got nothing to blog about.

Anyway I've decided to send cookie to The Animal Doctors for her sterilization. At first, I wanted to send her to dr ling from namly animal clinic for her spaying. As I read alot of gd reviews about her, but when I called to ask about her, the nurse told me that she no longer take in new clients.

So after considering, decided on The Animal Doctors. As the clinic had full facilities.

I've yet to call and book a slot. Maybe mid dec will call to book a slot on Jan for her blood test and full check up. Hopefully cookie will be healthy and strong.

Year 2011 is round the corner, gotta set new resolution already!

Guess year 2011 resolution will be mostly about cookie!

Pictures of my precious to end the post!













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23rd Nov

My niece text me to inform that cookie came her 2nd heat already.. Cos I'm waiting for this day since oct.. As I've decided to send cookie to sterlise.. So now that her heat come already. I will send her after CNY or early march.. Cos need to wait for 2-3months after heat den can sterilize.. Will be more safer..

No matter how minor the operation is, there still risk involve..
So I'm kind of worried too.. But for health benefits, I will still go ahead with it. But before that I will bring cookie to do a full blood test n full check up first.

Oh ya.. I've received the mini tote bag that i ordered from HK. Really very kawaii!! Love it alot..
Though is small, but really can put alot of things inside...

I'm planning to bring cookie to either k9 or sentosa next mth..
Hehe.. Just love to pamper my lil princess!!

Oh.. I bought her a house too.. But she prefer the bed I got for her when I went HK that time..
-sigh-
Plus I'm tempted to buy more bows for her!! Hehe..




Her princess house



My mini tote bag

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63rd Entry

Nothing much to blog about recently.

Went kovan to collect some stuffs that I ordered for cookie from my friend.. After that went 313@somerset to enquire about some essential oil.. Got some spray from lemongrass house.. It's a deodorant spray.. Oso can help to repel fleas I think.. After that walked to Kinokuniya @ taka to shop for some books.. End up got 2 dog magazines n 2books for dog aromatherapy n recipes to cook for cookie..

I'm very into aromatherapy for dogs n human recently.. Cos it's more natural to repel ticks/fleas using EO den those chemical.. Though cookie dun have ticks/fleas.. But it's better to prevent against it first..

And I'm hoping that thru inhaling some of the EO will help to sooth my menstrual cramps...

Oh ya.. I found out that cookie like to watch animal planet show.. Esp if it's showing lion, tiger or birds.. Think she like big animals... Cos I was watching a show about lions.. N she just sit n very focus on the show.. It had happened on afew occasion while we are watching animal planet.. Thus I concluded she likes animal planet how.. Hehe

Anyway I'm looking forward to wed cos I'm bringing her to expo to see the companion dog show.. Hehe.. It will be our first time attending a dog show.. Hopefully it will be an interesting one!

62nd Entry

I've finally bought my notebook!
Really very happy cos ever since my old notebook spoilt, I've stopped playing games or downloading songs.. So now I can start playing games already :)

I've just ordered a mini tote bag from HK online pet shop.. Can't wait to receive the bag.. It's a pink color bag with a shih tzu printed on it.. But it's quite ex though.. As I'm looking for similar bag.

Thinking of heading down to 313@somerset this wed.. Cos I go buy some essential oil.. hopefully my Sis allow me to burn essential oil in the shop.. Cos some essential oil will help to sooth mens cramp.. Anyway most important is cookie won't be allergic to it. Cos will be using on her too :)





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61st Entry

18 oct 10

I wanna wish my baby a very happy 2nd barkday !!

This is the 1st yr I bought her a barkday cake.. She really love it soo much that she can't stop eating it.. Well I feed her 2 and keep the rest. I really can't help but to fall in love with her more each day..

19 oct

Baby vomit this morning.. Dunno wats wrong with her.. But she's still active so I'm not too worried.. Only thing that make me worried is her ear.. Cos one side of her ear is red.. Think kanna bite by something.. Worst is I saw 1 tick crawling on her fur... Catch n throw away already... Search her whole body to see if there's more ticks anot... But lucky nv find any... Think if by Friday, her ear still red will bring her to vet... Hopefully nothing serious abt it...

Plus I think I'm falling sick soon... Having a bad bad headache.. I felt like my head going to burst already.. -sigh-

Anyway below r the pics of cookie barkday



















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60th Entry

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I've finally open a saving Acc to save for cookie... Cos I know when she grow old, sure will need alot of money, if she ever fall sick.. So I wanna start saving for her..

Another few days old she will turn 2yrs old already... How time flies... In my eye she's still the little puppy... Anyway I will bring her go k9 this coming Sunday... Wanna try out the grooming salon... If it's good, will bring her go there for basic next time.. Cos I'm still searching for a grooming center to send her for basic... So if it's gd, most prob will send her there... If not I will try dog avenue @ boon Keng...

P.S: I can't wait to see her cupcake design <3


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59th Entry

6 more days to go~~~~

Can't wait... It will be baby 2nd birthday and oso my 1st time celebrating with her <3

For this special day, I've purposely change my off day to 17th n 18th... Just to spend time with her.. I have still not decide to bring her go sentosa or k9 on Sunday... Maybe will bring her to sentosa first then to k9... Hmmm... I'm soo looking forward to it... Probably cos I've order cupcakes for her... So I can't wait to see the final outcome of the cupcakes :)


Hopefully it will be very nice :)


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58th Entry

I guess my mood swing is coming back soon... Hmmm... I can sense it.. Cos recently a small matter seem to pissed me off.. I'm getting paranoid over little things.. Guess knowing soo many mishap happen to furkids, make me too scare to lose baby..
I have been waking up in the middle of the night just to go out to check on her.. Sometimes I really wonder, if being so attached to each other is a gd thing anot...

Initially I thought it's because I just got a dog, so I'm behaving this way.. But it's been going to 2yrs... I'm getting worst.. My life starts to revolve around her.. I juz wan to give her all my love and provide her with nothing but the best... I just wan to make her life in this earth as happy as possible.. Sometimes I really wonder... Is it fate that brought us together??

Cos I nv did like shih tzu... But I fall in love with her at first sight.. And of all the family members, she choose me as the one the she wanna protect... Despite my mum being the one that spending more time with her, feed and bath her...

I know i'm obsessed with her.. Even my colleagues know how important she is to me.. And I do know it deep inside my heart, even if I will to keep another dog... Cookie will still be the special one... Sometimes I really think cookie had cast a spell over me... Cos there is no words to describle my love for her...

She's really the queen of my heart..



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57th Entry

She is my other eyes that can see above the clouds; my other ears that hear above the winds. She is the part of me that can reach out into the sea. She has told me a thousand times over that I am her reason for being; by the way she rests against my leg; by the way she thumps his tail at my smallest smile; by the way she shows her hurt when I leave without taking her. (I think it makes her sick with worry when she is not along to care for me.) When I am wrong, she is delighted to forgive. When I am angry, she clowns to make me smile. When I am happy, she is joy unbounded. When I am a fool, she ignores it. When I succeed, she brags. Without her, I am only another girl. With her, I am all-powerful. She is loyalty itself. She has taught me the meaning of devotion. With her, I know a secret comfort and a private peace. She has brought me understanding where before I was ignorant. Her head on my knee can heal my human hurts. Her presence by my side is protection against my fears of dark and unknown things. She has promised to wait for me... whenever... wherever - in case I need her. And I expect I will - as I always have. She is just my precious lil cookie.







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56th Entry

Been wanting to blog, but too lazy plus very busy with work :)

Well I've finally brought my lil angel to sentosa... Hmmm... Wat can I say??? She love the sand alot... Kept choking on the sand.. Lol... But she's really afraid of the sea... Hmmm... Think is because of the wave and the sound make by the wave... Lol... Should see her expression... It's priceless!! Although she is afraid of the sea, she keep wanna peep at it... Love to see her enjoyed herself... Too bad that day I can't find anyone to help me take over my part time job..if not I sure will carry her down to the sea... Nvm... When school holidays, will bring her n my nieces they all go 1 more time :)

After sentosa, we went holland v for our lunch/dinner... Cos I wanna bring cookie for grooming... Very happy with her latest cut... Very neat n nice :)
After the grooming, we went home already.. Inside the cab I'm really soo tired that I nearly doze off... Lol.. Reached home, faster went to prepare cookie's dinner... Steam egg with pork n carrot... And she loved it alot.. Lick her whole bowl clean :) I feel so happy.. But after that can see that she's very tired.. Cos she laid flat and slp... Will upload her photo soon :)

55th Entry

Went to cut my hair ytd at plaza sing. After that I went to meet my bestie for lunch at ion.. Cos was craving for teppanyaki, so tried out sho teppan at ion. Price was reasonable n food was yummy. So will surely go back again.

The harness I ordered was delivered to my shop today.. Was so happy cos look really nice.. And the guy give me a free toy for my dog too. Svcs was prompt and gd. Now I can't wait to receive the 2 harness dresses that I ordered..




















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54th Entry

Woo hoo~~ it's been a long time since my last post.. Well I have been extremely busy recently. Cos I've took up another job... Erm.. Can't say it's another job. Cos it's something related to my job anyway. My 2nd job require me to ans SMS and phone calls.. But the working hours is damn long... From 9am-3am... And some idiots dun even have to slp.. Will SMS u at 4am... Luckily after 3am I need not entertain them anymore... It's a easy job although long hours. But for this 2nd job, I've got no off day. Even I'm sick etc. I've got to work too.. Cos all I need is SMS n ans calls... But it's pay is quite gd... So no choice. Cos in order to provide better life for my lil angel.. I will just have to work harder.

Recently I'm having an urge to pampered my angel cos her barkday is coming soon. But I've been buying way too much things for her. I bought her some new toys, bought 2 harness dresses from UK, 1 harness and afew bows from USA. And yet I'm thinking whether to order 2apparel for her from
Juicy couture anot... Cos got spree.. Anyway I still got 2weeks to think over...cos the 2harness dress n bows cost a big bomb...

Ooh ya.. I'm going to have a hair cut tmr. After that will be meeting my bestie to watch resident evil... Can't wait to catch up with her... I need to pamper myself more.. Haha...

That day I was juz telling my colleague lucky my angel is a furbaby... And not a real human baby girl. Cos I cannot imagine how much more things I will buy for her.

Anyway cookie's coat is getting longer n longer.. And I've been very hard working to brush n tie her top knot every night after I reach home from work. No matter how tired I am... So I hope next mth when I bring her for her full grooming, Bernard won't comment that her fur is matted.. And her fur are getting softer.. Guess I have found the right shampoo for her =) just that this shampoo really cost a bomb...

And I'm thinking of bringing her to sentosa next wed for a swim.. It will be her first time swimming... Shall ask my bestie if she wanna join me anot... I'm feeling soo excited over nothing... Haha...





My birthday gift <3



Baby and her new toys



Bows from USA



Baby wearing her new bow



Baby after brushing @12sept

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53rd Entry

I'm feeling more better... No longer feel so emo... Haha

Saw Lionel ytd..cos he came to my shop to find me... Hehe... It's been a long time since I last saw him... Feels happy to see him :) hopefully his elbow will recover soon... I din Noe it's so serious when he told me the other day... I tot sprain or wad... But ytd saw his scar was quite long n require many stitches....well I saw his new tattoo... It's damn nice... Although abit ex but it's worth it...
I'm so tempted.... Hmmmm... Anyway I missed chatting with him... He always have ways to cheer me up... Thanks Lionel :)

Today i'm so gonna stay up and watch world cup final... Hopefully tmr I won't be too tired at work... Dunno who's gonna win this yr... I like both country actually... But hopefully Spain will win the cup :)

Go Spain :)

52nd Entry- specially for u ys

Was chatting with hl on msn today... Den she told me the other day u all toking on phone for quite long... Tok abt many things n of cos abt me too...
She was telling me, if the 4 of us meet on her bday... She's gonna break the ice between me n u.... Haha... Upon hearing I'm abit blur... Cos we r not having any problem with each other mah...
So she explained... Which I agree with wad she say... It's oso how I feel inside... I dunno how u feel abt us...
I feel that both of us drift apart very far le... It's as if we have a wall built in between us... To the extend I feel funny to give u a call... Like we r like strangers now instead of bestie.. Maybe becos we seldom hang around anymore... But ger.... I really cherish our this friendship alot de... We have gone thru so Many ups n downs... So I hope u still considered me as one of ur bestie now... I may not be very gd at words... But if u ever need someone... I'll still be there for u... And if u do have anything u wanna noe abt my life etc... U can always ask me de... I'll be very glad to update u on my life... Cos we really miss out many things abt each other le...
I'm juz a phone call/ msg away...
I missed the time we used to hang out together...
Though to u I may have change alot maybe.... But deep down I'm still that gal u used to Noe... So hopefully we won't be awkward when we meet up :)
Love u gal :)

51st Entry

I.AM.NOT.HAPPY

Though I may appear to be happy but deep down I'm not happy at all...
Maybe I'm just not contented... But what I really want is to lead a simple life.. Working in a job that I truly love... Living a carefree life...
Yup I'm a gal that dun like to face the harsh reality... I'm a weakling actually...
How I wish I can live in my fairy tale and Not wake up...


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50th Entry

Hmmm.... I've been thinking of getting a tattoo of cookie's portrait... But I dunno where should I put it... But still gotta wait till I've got a nice picture first... Should I or should I not???

Anyway my birthday is less than 2mths time... Gonna go on diet le.. So I can be more prettier on my birthday.... Haha... But dunno where should I go celebrate?? Maybe juz chill out with my bestie or maybe go ktv or pub ba... Anyway still got some time to think abt it...

Will be sending cookie for grooming next week... I'm thinking to cut it short n regrow or juz trim trim will do... But I'm going to keep her top knot this time round... Cos nowadays she let me tie her top knot le... Not like last time keep struggling.... And I'm going to get Isle of dogs shampoo n conditioner for her to try out... Cos seems quite gd...

Tonight I'm going to watch eclipse with my gf... Hopefully the movie is nice ba... Heard many feedbacks that it's better than new moon :)

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New facial products

Juz bought this set of facial products... Hopefully it's gd.. Cos been hearing abt it for sometimes...


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49th Entry

Actually I Noe my last entry is really very mean... To some ppl, i may be acting like a sour grape...But those who Noe what I went thru won't say I'm being nasty...
I dun mind being the bad person in saying all those harsh things... Cos if he do read it.. N did change away all those bad habits... His next gf will be blissful ba...
Though I Noe he's not from a wealthy family..but i'm not those girls that will look down on ppl... Cos I'm not rich either... I juz dun like it when ppl say I'm going after guys with money...and I feel he somehow or rather look down on my job n my family background...
But again, we r once happy together... I seriously din wan to end things so nasty... Juz that there is no return now... Though my previous entry sound like a personal attack... I dun mean it this way... I juz hope he can change those bad habits...
I Noe I've got many many bad points... I'm still trying to be figure that out...


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48th Entry- Dedicated to u

Finally R is out of my life le... I feel happy n relieve... I can't say we broke off cos we r not even a couple.. But I'm glad that this whole thing finally ended...
So to u loser... If u ever stalk my blog... This entry is for U...
Don't blame me for not putting in effort to work things out.. Cos the problem was never on me... It's YOU . Why? Becos you r not MAN enough for me... So what u r tall... I dun feel secure when I'm with u... It's as if u will choose to run away first when there r trouble...

So what u are more educated than me... U DONT dare to make enquiry... Remember how u ask me to enquire abt that insulator or whatever fuck that rubber thingy called...i just asked u to talk to that guy cos I dunno what u wanna buy... But u dun even wan to talk to him... And u seem afraid to talk.. And keep asking me to go shop to shop to ask for u... And they are all guys.. Don't u Noe how to protect girls?? Guys don't let girls go into a shop full of men alone...

Guys don't ask girls to pay... I dun mind going on Dutch.. But don't keep telling me u don't like to bring cash out... This is the most fucking lame excuses I've heard... There are so many ATM machines everywhere... And I'm not even ur gf... And girls like guy that r generous... Nope I'm not going after guys that r rich... If I am, U don't even stand a chance... Cos u are only driving a red plate KIA... I've Noe many guys that r rich n driving a way better car than u... So dun say I'm after ur money... And I dun mind that few dollars I paid... So dun ask me to pay for the fuel.. Only a ungentleman guy will say this... Plus urs are not ex.. Cos u went jb for petrol.. N u can't blame me for the fuel u wasted on finding places... Even with a GPS u can even go the wrong way...

I love guys that have good dressing sense... But I seriously don't think u Noe how to dress up... Although u told me before u Noe how to... Ppl who Noe how to dress up won't keep wearin that same cap for every outfit he/she wear... Won't wear a colour faded tshirt out.. Won't wear slippers to go out...won't wear a leather shoe that r so worn out.. And won't wear a rubber strap watch...

Guys no matter how angry/hurt they feel..they can't ask a girl to go fuck themselves... This is so ungentleman.. It only make u look like a loser..

Smart ppl don't provoke a gal when she's having a mood swing... But U did... I'm being nice to warn u in advance that I'm having a mood swing... But what did u tell me... "can u don swing so often"... Hello!!! Do u think I can control it?? And this time round... It's not yet my worse swing...

Can't believe I've put up with this nonsense for 2mths... Well i'm not saying I'm perfect or anything... I Noe I'm fat n not pretty...and I'm not saying I'm so damn right... Reasons y I nv say out is becos I used to like u... So I accept all this shit abt u... If u did make me feel it's worth it... I can promise u that I'll be the sweetest gf.. I always tell u I wanna go with the flow... It's sort of a test I gave u... I wanna see whether will u become more better anot... But it got worst after I'm back from my holidays...

And one more thing... Dont ask me to accompany u first then accompany cookie...cos she is the top priority...I have neglected her once when we kept talking on phone every night... So I'm not going to neglect her again.. In another word... She are more important to me...

Anyway good luck to the next girl :)


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Written by a guy

Came across this thing and I totally agree... Juz wanna share it out :)


written by a guy
Girls need to realise this .

We guys don’t care if you talk to other guys .

We don’t care if you’re friends with other guys .

But when you’re sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off .

It doesn’t help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we’re still there .

We don’t care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you .
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned .

Nothing is that important at 2am .

Also, when we tell you you’re pretty / beautiful/ gorgeous / cute / stunning, we freaking mean it .

Don’t tell us we’re wrong .

We’ll stop trying to convince you .

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence .

Yeah, you can quote me .

Don’t be mad when we hold the door open .

Take Advantage of the mood im in .

Let us pay for you!
don’t ‘feel bad’
We enjoy doing it .

It’s expected .

Smile and say ‘thank you’ .

Kiss us when no one’s watching .

If you kiss us when you know somebody’s looking, we’ll be more impressed .

You don’t have to get dressed up for us .

If we’re going out with you in the first place, you don’t have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own .

We like you for who you are and not what you are .

Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she’s just in her pj’s .

or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up .

Don’t take everything we say seriously .

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it .

Don’t get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don’t talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us .

It’s boring, and we don’t care. You have girlfriends for that .

Whatever happened to the word ‘handsome’/’beautiful’
i’d be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with ‘Hey handsome!’ instead of ‘Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy’ or whatever else you can think of .

On the other hand im not sayin’ i woulndnt like it ether ;)

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren’t being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!!

Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population & find someone who will treat you with utter respect .

Someone who will make you smile when you’re at your lowest .

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes .

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel .

Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the eyes ….and say ‘i love you’ ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

Guys repost this if you agree.
Girls repost this if you think it’s cute.

Every Guy who isn’t a jerk will agree with this,
so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.




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47th Entry

IT.SUCKS.BEING.ME

How I wish I can spend one day living someone's life instead..


Not all scars show, not all wound heals.
Sometimes, u can't see the pain someone feels


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46th Entry

I.SERIOUSLY.NEED.HAPPY.PILLS

One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can’t utter.



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45th Entry

Hmmm... Came across an article.. N somehow it scares me.. It's abt a Maltese urgently need to find a foster/owner.. Cos in a rental HDB, u can't own a dog... I din Noe it till I came across this article... And I'm speechless.. Juz because it's a dog, So we dun have to care abt their feelings??
Dunno why can't they juz be more flexible abt the rules/laws etc.. It's not as if the dog is agressive n post a danger to ppl... N the owner is an old lady.. How will she feel? They are inseparable.. The Maltese is already 7yrs old... Can they imagine how hurting it is to be separate from something u have grown so attached too? No they won't Noe!!
For me... I've just got cookie for only 1 1/2 yrs... And my bond with cookie already so strong... I will rather die than to live without her... It may sound very fake... But this is how I really feel... My life have nv been this meaningful till I've got her.. Though I used to have a dog when I'm young... But the bond I've with cookie can't be explain thru words... I can accept if one day cookie pass away due to old age etc... But I can't accept if it because of some god damn rules/laws...
Someone once ask me if I will to choose between my bf and cookie.. Which will I choose... I din even have to think abt it... I choose cookie... Many frens say I'm obsessed with her... I won't denied... Cookie is like my oxygen/motivation for me to keep on going... If I will to live a life without her... I guess I will no longer laugh.. There will no longer be colours in my life anymore...

Pls god... Dun ever let this things happen to me...


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44th Entry

I'm back from my hk trip le...
Well didn't went shopping much.. We went Disney n ocean park :) but I went shopping alone on my 3rd day... Hehe.. A new experience..
Hmmm... But when I came back to sg... The first thing that welcome me back is I quarrel with R again... 2mths n we already had 3 big quarrel.. I really think it's bad... Always over the same god damn thing...seriously I'm mentally tired le... I dun feel like holding on.. He say I did nth on my part... But wad he wan me to do?? I dare to say I did put in effort..he juz dun appreciate it... And some words once haul out, it can never be taken back... And everytime we quarrel... He always say many nasty things.. And it really hurts alot... Though I did say nasty stuffs too.. He say he like me... Haha... But I can't feel it... My normal guy frens treat me way better than he did.. They cherish me.. But I feel he seem to take me for granted.. After this quarrel... Some things change... My feel towards him change.. There seems to be a barrier.. Juz that both of us choose to ignore... Words he said keep playing over n over again in my mind...
I'm juz a simple gal.. I juz need someone that can pamper me.. Love me with his all... I dun need someone that keep on wanna change me... Cos once change.. It'll never be me le... Cos I believe if u really love a person, u gotta accept their flaws too...
Anyway, this is the last chance I'm giving him le... If we quarrel again over the same issue... I'm leaving le... Even if he will to beg etc... I will not give in...

Will upload my trip pics soon :)


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OFF TO HONG KONG


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43rd Entry

Hmmm... I dreamt of *Him last night... When I woke up... I realize it's a dream after all.. How I wish someone can lead me out of this misery... I've seem to be sinking deeper into a pit hole... Which I can't seem to find a way out...
This dream makes me think abt wad I truly want.. Makes me think abt wad I want from R... But the more I think the more I'm confuse... I seriously dunno how am I suppose to choose... To stay or to leave?! I dunno what's lie in the future... Cos I'm lost.. I can't think clearly...
But one thing I Noe clearly is... I do miss *him...

2more days to my holiday... Looking forward to it...


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42nd Entry

Woo hoo~ finally I can count down to my hk trip le...but I'm so so lazy to
Pack my luggage... Hmmm... Maybe tonight I shall start packing already.. In case tmr or tuesday I'm
Going out..
Hopefully I will be able to enjoy myself.. N able to find some doggie staffs...
Well... I think baby somehow or rather Noe I'm going away... Cos this few days she getting even more sticky to me... And while I'm cleaning my luggage, she sat there quietly.. N dun allow anyone to go close it.. She will try to bite whoever touch my luggage.. She getting more possessive of me n my belongings... Zzz

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41st Entry

Finally my mens come already... Haha...cos Ive been Praying n waiting for it to come... As I'm going for my holiday next week, so now I can truly enjoy le... If not I'm so worry that my mens will come during my trip... Anyway I'm starting to look forward le... Hmmm... Wonder will I be able to find the pet shop over there... So I can buy some apparels n treats for my baby :)



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40th Entry

Last night I was brushing cookie's fur... And I decided to plait up her ear... Hehe.. Cos her ear was very long le... And I can't bear to cut it short... Anyway she seems to like her new hair style alot...









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说了再见

天亮了雨下了你走了

清楚了我爱的遗失了

落叶飘在湖面上睡着了

想要放放不掉泪在飘

你看看你看看看不到

我假装过去不重要

却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到

我不能就这样失去你的微笑

口红待在桌脚而你我找不到

若角色对调你说好不好

能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉

说好陪我到老又狠往哪里走

再次拥抱一分一秒都好
你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳伤心过去我无力逃跑
说再见才发现再也见不到

39th Entry

喜欢我的人很多，为何我会执着于他？？
我真的不想再和他有什么关系。
现在的我好辛福！
我已经学会好好的爱自己。。。


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38th Entry

Hmmm.... Recently dunno wad the fuck happenin to me... Been feeling moody/tired/irritated.... Maybe my PMS coming ba... Plus cookie rashes still haven recover yet..one of my friend really sweet.. He come all the way juz to see how is cookie now... Happy to have someone to reassure me that cookie rashes is going to heal le...
Anyway I will be cutting cookie fur real short now.. And slowly regrow.. Cos the vet shave off one patch so it's rather uneven now... But I'm in a lost now.. Dunno wanna send her to PLC vivo or back to bernard place... Cos I've never send her to vivo for grooming before... So dunno there gd or not... Well... Mostly after my trip I will send her for her grooming...
I seriously can't wait to get away from sg... I'm mentally exhausted...



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37th Entry

Well cookie skin condition is still the same... But the wound is getting smaller I think... So hopefully before my trip she can fully recover... If not I dun think I can really enjoy my holiday..
Eversince cookie skin got prob, I've been slping early le.. Cos every morning I've got wash n apply med for her.. And I won't be getting any off till 9th June.. So extremely tired !!! Although my job it may seem easy... But it's really tiring de...
Anyway me n Him are ok already... Hopefully I didn't make the wrong choice ba... I wish we won't quarrel over small issues le... Cos it really hurts me alot.. Hopefully everything will work out ba... If can't work out... I wish it will end in a nicer way instead...
Well... I dun wan to think so much le...


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36th Entry

It's been quite sometimes since I've last blogged...
Well nothing much happen.. Been going out quite frequently...
I felt so guilty cos didn't have time to accompany my baby...
She ignore me by going to my mum instead of me for sayang... Make me so sad.... But lucky this few days she is back to her usual self:) she will wan me to sayang her le... Haha...
Starting from today onwards, I've gotta work till my holiday before I can off again... Cos lack of manpower... But nvm... Cos or double pay... Haha... But it's gonna be real tired!!! But wad to do... I need more money!!!
And I'm craving for some drinking n partying session!!!! It's been a long long time since I really drink and drunk le... Although last week I juz went drinking... But I only drink abit not shiok!!!
Anyway recently I'm feeling abit confuse over some issue... Hopefully I will sort out my thinking n obtain ans to it....






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35th Entry

I'm back to peninsula plaza for 2weeks... So more or less I'm much settle down already... It had been 1year since I'm station here.. Well.. The stress is double over here.. Rental is super duper expensive... So I must really push my sales... -Sigh- cos over at Chinatown.. It's much more relaxing... Haha... Ya I admit I'm lazy...
I'm wondering should I bring cookie to see vet anot.. Cos her ear got a pimple like bump growing.. Although it's not big.. But I'm still worried... Maybe by next week if it's still not getting better...
Another less than 1 mth.. I'm flying off to HK le... Woo hoo~~
It's been 2years since my last visit... Can't wait to travel.. As I seriously need a break... But I'm gonna miss my baby so damn much... But I'm still not sure if my sis is going to bring my parents to gold coast anot.. If she is.. Den Ive got to board cookie at a boarding house... Abit worried.. Cos nv leave her before with other...only problem I'm worry is she will get hurt or infected with ticks/fleas... So much to consider... Making me abit pissed... Anyway still waiting for her to confirm with me...



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33rd Entry

Have been sleeping late for the past 1week... Always slept at around 4am... Feel so dead tired...

12th may:
Went cine to meet Claud.. Went to watch robin hood :) so after buying tickets, we went to OG centerpoint to eat mushroom pot.. Been a long long time since we ate there :) it's just so yummy !! After lunch, shopped around awhile before we went to watch movie... After movie, I went to meet R for a drink at chijmes.. That pub is quite nice, $20 free flow.. Will went there again.. Haha.. It's been awhile since I last drink:)

13th may:
Gab come to pass me my laptop charger.. So after that he came to my house to test whether the charger is working anot.. Thank god it works :) anyway he's the first guy that came to my house.. Haha... After that we head to sentosa for awhile.. Cos he wanna bring me go see how the casino looks like.. Cos till now I have not went to RWS before.. I'm impress with the design there.. The lighting all are soo beautiful.. After that he send me home to my doorstep.. Haha..

Think today I'll turn in early.. Have not had a gd rest recently...

Back to work :(






















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32nd Entry

I'm not sure y this few days I'm feeling rather no appetite... Cos the sight of food sort of turns me off...
Last night after work, met her at tb plaza.. Ate mos burger.. So she ask me wanna ask Gabriel along.. I say I'm fine with it... So gab came to meet us... After awhile we head over to dempsy Ben n Jerry to eat ice cream :) after that we head over to mustafa to shop... Haha.. Can't believe we shop till 4am.. Actually we wanna go fly kite de.. But after looking at the time we decided to go eat instead of going fly kite.. As we still need to work the next day:)
Reached home at 5.. Bathe and went to bed at going to 6... Damn..I am so blur at work...zzz
But I dun think I will go out till so late next time le.. Cos when I reach home, cookie was waiting for me... Usually she will slp outside my room... But this morning when I reach home.. She was lying somewhere facin my front door... Poor baby :( I'm such a bad mummy...
Anyway, I juz wanna to spend time with Her*.. as I can understand what she's feeling now.. Juz wanna be there for her in times like this... Cos she's always be there for me whenever I'm feeling down etc...
Hopefully she will pull herself together soon :)


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31st Entry

Rainy day !! It makes me emo..
It bring back lots of memories..
I Noe I'm just feeling down so I start thinking about the past... Maybe because my friend is having her emo attack n it's affecting me too..
Suddenly got a urge to go to beach to sit there n listen to the wave.. Cos listening to the wave.. Seem to clear my senses.. It's a place that can make me vulnerable.. It's been a long long time since I've last went to a beach..argh!!! How I wish I can go there now!!! Guess I should stop writing already.. The more I write the more emo I get...

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30th Entry

Hmmm.. Dunno is it because I'm having pms or wad?? My best friend (mood swing) is paying a visit...
Was lying down on bed, listening to some music.. The more I listen the more I'm feeling emotional..
Maybe because almost all the songs in my mp3 are all sad sad songs.. So it sort of trigger on my negative side..
I've sort of given up trying to talk some senses to Her* already.. I hate seeing her go around having fling.. I hate seeing her getting hurt in the end.. I Noe I can't restrict her as it's her life.. But all I can do is to be by her side when she need someone...
I missed being the lil naive gal..
At least I'm much happier being a naive gal.. Anyway.. I Noe I can't turn back time..
I just hope that I will be more stronger .. N stop being an emotional gal..
I hope that She* will oso find a guy who will take her seriously.. And not to toy with her feelings...

-Night-


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Random thoughts

My stomach cramp is killing me!!!
Times like this... I really wanna to snuggle close to cookie.. Inhale her smell.. Have her shower me with her wet kisses:)

My friend commented that cookie really transform from ugly duckling to beautiful swan le:)
It's make me feel proud...haha

Gotta go


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29th Entry

Last night went bugis with Claudia.. Had sakae sushi for lunch.. After eating, I went PLC to buy cosi pets milk for cookie to drink... Cos she is really very skinny.. Can feel the bones.. So I wanna to help her gain weight:) so went home let her try abit.. And she loves it :)
Was shopping ard.. Saw one push cart selling customize stuffs.. Like mirror, necklace, handphone accessories etc... Am interested in getting one mirror for myself.. Cos I wanna put cookie picture on it.. But still can't decide which photo I wanna put...
Anyway I bought comics again.. Haha.. Juz can't resist buying...
Watch ip man 2 at illuma.. Overall it's a nice movie to watch..

Back to work :(






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28th Entry

Brought cookie for her full grooming today @ holland v :)
I requested for puppy cut, but the groomer was so reluctant to cut short cookie's coat... Cos it's really such a waste as cookie's coat is quite nice:( but cos of her pimples recently, thus I decided to cut it short..
Was very satisfy with the outcome..n he left her ears untouched.. Cos he say it's too beautiful to trim it short :)

Anyway I ordered a new carrier for her.. N I juz recieved it this evening.. Initially I tot cookie will not wan to get inside.. Cos she din even wan to go near her old carrier.. So I guess she like the new carrier till she slp inside it...
The original cost of the carrier selling over at PLC is abt 90bucks.. End up I ordered a exactly same model online at a price of 67.. See how much is the price diff !!!
Anyway I'm quite happy she did like the carrier... As I can bring her out more often le :)

~Nights~







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27th Entry

I love blogging from phone.. Cos I can blog on the go.. Cos sometimes when I reached home.. Facing the com, I will be lost for words.. Thus many things I will not blog out..
I'm feeling rather emotional recently..so sometimes when I listen to some songs.. It will bring tears to my eyes..
Although cookie is with me for a yr plus.. But somehow it just felt so unreal.. Sometimes I'm worried that it's all a dream.. Cos my close friends should know that my parents was very against the idea of keeping a dog.. As there's alot of kids staying with me.. Before I adopted cookie.. I had a big argument with my whole family.. And I really meant ALL.. of cos exclude my nieces n nephews... So cookie is like a dream come true to me... The love I shower her, really there's no words to describe.. 可能因为我把对以前的狗狗的爱都给了cookie.. 我相信我的潜意识对以前的狗狗感到guilty.. As I can't protect him from being send to boarding house to spend the rest of his life...so now that I'm working.. Got my own income.. That's y I'm being protective of cookie..but sad to say.. Many people dun understand.. Including my family... They only know cookie is important to me.. But to what extend.. They dun know!!!



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Random thoughts

Have a feeling.. My mood swing is paying me a visit soon.. Many nasty thoughts swim through my mind.. Making me going crazy soon..I seriously need a break.. Away from everyone n everything... I need lots of luck.. Nv been performing at work for the past few weeks !!! Hate myself for having such nasty thoughts..



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26th Entry

Every night before I sleep... I will lay down in bed thinking...I always let my thoughts wander...like what i'm doing now...
Sometimes I feel like putting all my things down n went into hiding... To get away from this hectic life I'm having...I Noe there r ppl living a much worse much terrible life than me... But times like this... I really feel like leaving everything behind...
I've actually lose hope in guys... They r only gd at sweet talking.. Always give u empty promises... So it makes me dun trust them...
Recently a guy ask me.. I've been single for quite awhile already, do I still know how to go and love somebody? 而我却无法回答他！！

Gotta go slp.. Eyes could hardy open now...

~Nights~


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25th Entry

Wanna wish my COOKIE BB Happy 18th month:)

16 April
Went out with my bestie-Claudia..
We meet at bugis to go shopping and to watch movie at illuma.. My first time watching there :)
When I reached, she surprise me with my fave flower( sunflower).. Haha.. Feeling happy cos it's out of the blue.. We went temple to pray.. After that ate lunch at crystal jade la mien.. Ate a plate of cold la mien.. Was quite nice n spicy.. But I can't finish it.. Den I went kinokuniya to buy my novels... Hehe... I wanted to get a backpack.. But ended up I bought a jumper instead... After movie we walked around hoping to find something for my another bestie's son upcoming birthday.. But can't find anything suitable:( so I went home feeling very exhausted.. Cos I woke up early in the morning...

17 April

Went to my 2nd sis house for my baby niece full month celebration...
Brought cookie along cos initially her prev owner wanna see her.. But their daughter still miss cookie alot.. Upon hearing that cookie will be coming.. She started to cry.. So they left before we reached.. So sad!!! Anyway I meet up with my bestie below he blk as she staying afew blk away... It's been quite sometimes since we met up.. Her son is soo soo adorable :)

Ps: I will nv wanna bring cookie go B&B for basic grooming le.. Their shampoo make cookie's fur so rough..



La mien at crystal jade




Flower from bestie



















The novels I just bought


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