A quick Update + my 2010 resolutions

Been wanting to update my blog...but was too engross with my psp...haha...

anyway a quick update:

went lunar with my 2 bestie on xmas eve....was quite fun but no handsome guys to see....sad...

other than that the place was pretty ok...haha...had a great time that day...

though i bought my psp for yrs..but i din really play with it....haha...till now my nephew help me to download some games for me to play...haha... and i have start reading back my comics le...

Below are my 2010 resolutions:

-less mood swing

-save more $$

-open a bank a/c to save $$ for cookie's expenses

-to cure cookie''s smelly face

-to bring cookie for OB classes (dad keep nagging)

-to bring cookie for make over

-to spend less on comics

basically its all related to my precious gal la....

xmas gathering with bestie

well well...today i met up with my 2 bestie for xmas dinner...too bad ys cant join us...it will be more fun if the 4 of us r together....

anyway today i really eat alot...me n claudia meet up @ 130 for lunch...i went to eat teppanyaki...cos its been such a long long time since i ate that...after lunch we went to catch storm warriors...that show really SUX!!! after show i went to kinokuniya to buy my comics...wow...its been months since i buy comics le...haha...felt so happy...after that we walk to tanglin shopping center to eat our dinner( cong qing mala steamboat)....we eat alot alot...till after dinner we are too full to walk le...practically i spent my whole day eating...haha...
anyway i gotta go rest le..tooo tired...

ps: thanks claudia for the xmas gift...its the most meaningful gift i've ever receive...

cookie new t-shirtxmas gift from claudiatoilet @ ion orchardzzz...i look so fatmy 2 bestie muffins n biscuit from usdbbaby wearing new t-shirt

I'm SICK

this morning went to work as normal...but i was having my mens cramp le...didnt noe this mth would be so pain....zzz...i did eat my medicine le...but the pain did not went away...*sob*
the cramp is sooo serious till i nearly fainted in the toilet...so i called my sis to tell her i cant work today...after calling her i called my daddy to come fetch me home...haha....
the moment i reached home...i went to have a short nap...cos sleeping helped to ease the pain abit....lucky i was having cramp today n not tomorrow....cos tomorrow i am going to catch movie n eat cong qing steamboat...keke....
anyway my niece went to vivo city today...so i ask her to get some cookies from usdb for cookie...
i tasted the cookies too....surprisingly the cookie tasted quite nice....haha...but i passed some to my sis...cos i wanna to pass some for murphy boy too...though he is a very fierce dog...but i do dote him too....haha...
tomorrow KOHE will deliver the things i ordered from them....hopefully cookie will love it...
nites~ my stomach starts to cramp again...zzzz

i've been wanting to blog de...but this few days was too tired...anyway i'm feeling happy this few days :) hope this feeling will last...haha...

well today im quite blur..while talking to 1 of my guy fren on phone i can oso kanna cut by plastic...zzz...so damn pain...he was asking me go drink...lol...but i dunno wan to go drink with him anot...cos he got no car now...so it will be very troublesome for him to send me home....haiz....

anyway...i brought cookie for grooming already...was quite happy with the service there...most prob i will stick to this place....after grooming i was so damn tired...but i still went swimming in the evening....saw a life guard...from far he looks cute...but i cant see clearly...but he's definately a young boy...around early 20's....maybe next time i will go swimming in the evening le...haha...cos in the morning..the life guard all very old de...see le oso sianz...

anyway my bro in law's fren come into the shop looking for them, but they are not around....he commented that i slim down alot...he really brighten up my day :)

1 by 1 my colleagues all fall in love....i wondering should i start looking for love too???

or to give cookie all my love n attention?

maybe xmas is round the corner...thats y i have been day dreaming alot....haha...

before grooming

after grooming
tired after grooming

2009 is coming to an end le...hope 2010 will be a better yr for me....
i've got a craving to go drinking le...its been months since i drink n drunk...haha
sometimes i really think my heart is numb le...cant have much emotions...but someone told me to find a bf soon....so my life will have more colours....but i already long forgotten wat it feel like to love someone le....sometimes i wonder will i love again like last time?
anyway...im looking forward to wednesday....bring cookie for grooming at bark & bubbles...



nites~

This is how i feel...

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now In a world
where I Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

Home alone day 1

wake up today at 5am...sent my family off...intended to return to sleep but cant...guess i miss my mum alot....i feel like a small kid again...haha...so i just lie on my bed to rest before i get ready for work...before i leave i need to ensure all things is off...but i forget to on some lights for cookie...so i keep pestering my elder sis to go on some lights after she finish work....haha...when i locked the door...i cant bear to leave cookie alone at home...cos i can still her barking non-stop when im waiting for lift...when i reached downstairs...i feel so worry..so i went back up to check...lucky she stop barking le...haha
whole day at work...my mind keep thinking of cookie...wonder how is she doing...
at first i intended to take a bus to TB plaza den take cab home cos cheaper....end up after wprk i straight took a cab home le....n its fucking ex...usually i took hm only less than 5$...but today it cost nearly 9$....damn the fucking surcharge....zzz
when i reached home...cookie goes crazy...she so SUPER excited....she must be feeling worry....
cos nv left her alone for so many hours...and she whole day didnt even eat...
so i sit there n coax her...lucky she start eating....soo didnt want to leave her alone again...but no choice i've still gotta work on sun...-sigh-

gotta slp early tonight....was feeling so tired...haha...

nites

i miss u mummy !!

ytd intended to bring cookie to k9 kafe de...but was damn suay...me n my nephew n niece bring cookie all the way to turf club rd, only to find out the cafe didnt open...nvm...i tot the usdb will open cos at least still can buy some things for cookie to eat...but they oso didnt open...zzz...lucky its my dad who drive us there...if not will waste $$ on cab niaz...
den ytd night wake up keep go toilet...this morning wake up neck damn pain...its just not my day...argh...
tomorrow will be home alone....sooo boring....
yawnz....going to zzz le...

nites~

this few days feeling very no appetite...the sight of foods make me feel nausea...
so didnt eat much lately...today i drink my bubble tea again...haha...i simply love it....
today in shop was sooo boring, so i went to 7-11 to buy magazine...in the end i bought pets magazine....saw 1 juicy couture collar n oso lv lead n collar...sooo damn tempted to get the Lv one...but its tooo ex...so i still think whether to get the juicy couture one anot...got pink n green colour...though i love the pink one...but my sis commented the green one look more unique....
was worry that she will say i waste money....but surprisingly she didnt say anything....haha...
maybe they are used to it le...everything regarding my baby i will sure buy....
dunno wanna bring cookie to k9 tomorrow....haiz....my nephew wanna drag me go swim early morning again...not that i dun like swimming...i juz wanna have more hrs of sleep thats all....


2 more days to go.....

nites

was viewing claudia's photo @ fb...den i realised time really flies...when i first saw her younger brother...he was still in kindergarden...now he's going to be in sec 3 next yr...
though my niece n him same age but he has grown into a teenage le....im starting to feel old...-sob sob-
didnt have much appetite today, so only drink some fish soup...den after that around 8pm i went to buy ice cream eat...haha...im thinking of bring cookie go k9 this wed n sat...maybe i shall ask my nephew see he wanna go this wed anot...
another 4days more n i will be home alone le...
juz now cookie had a lil mishap...she shit on my sofa...zzz...dunno why she did it...den she very clever keep stay beside me as she noe i wont beat her....my parents was damn angry...keep scolding her....lucky my dad didnt beat her...haha...but she been acting abit weird today...dunno wats wrong with her...

*cookie baby, u better be a gd girl ok...dun let mummy worry...must stay healthy..muacks muacks


come across this quotes find it quite meaningful...

someone is going to hurt you
at some point in your life
its up to you to decide
who is worth it and who is not


picture living with that one person
for the rest of your life
now, picture living without them
which one is harder?

lazy sunday

whole day feeling very restless...like my mind is not with me...maybe not enough sleep for the past few days...im considering weather to bring cookie to k9 this wednesday or on the saturday...cos i will be on leave to accompany her...haha...
bought chicken cutlet for dinner...while eating, cookie keep licking her nose n give me the greedy look...haha...cos she wanna to eat some too...she's such a greedy baby...haha...
but after awhile she keep sneezing non stop....my nephew n i got a shocked...so i keep asking her is she ok? zzz...im being dumb..cos how she's going to reply me rite...haha
juz finish watching 超级星光大道...this season is quite good...but i still prefer 孙自佑...
i like his voice alot...cos he really put his feeling into the song....anyway shall end here...going to zzz le...nights

juz finish watching saw 6...gotta say its pretty good...lots of blood...i like :)

wonder how they manage to think of so many ways to torture people...

well...i went to watch new moon last night after work...erm..i think its better than twillight of cos...partly becos im more into werewolves...keke...n jacob body is sooooooo mouth-watering...

how i wish i can find a bf with that kind of body...haha...like so nice to touch n feel...but the novels is definately much more better...

its been a long long time since i took a mrt down to somerset...WOW...there change so much n i nearly got lost...haha...but lucky i manage to find the way out...when jb reached, we went to collect tickets first before heading for our dinner...

we went shokudo to eat...as im craving for their soup pasta...but kinda disappointed cos they have change their menu...-sigh-...in the end i settled for the tomato soup pasta...luckily that's quite nice...we order a jap curry rostti...but mache one is much more tasty...

this 2days i've been going out for dinner...so eat quite alot...zzzz...feeling so sinful...haha...

ytd receive a text message from a guy which i din contact for months...but i dun feel happy abt it...cos which sane guy will ever text a girl @ 5am asking her whether she's aslp??

but i dun bother to reply...am quite irritated by him...cos its not the first time he text me sooo "early"...dunno y i keep knowing this kind of weird ppl...

anyway was reading jessica's blog...it bring back alot of memories...but its all good memories...

*ys, of cos i remember bailamos n bye bye bye la...

i really missed those sec sch times...we always used to hang around at west mall, clementi fountain, ginza plaza etc...

we r crazy over liondance, we used to meet up guys we noe thru irc...haha...what to do we r from girls school mah...haha...think back we r quite attention seeking last time...

cant believe we used to wear baggy jeans...somemore the 4 of us all wear same one...haha...we even called ourselves gang of 4...those were the days...but all those r memories which i wont forget...the 4 of us went through alot together...i really treasure this friendship alot...

ps:im feeling better now, compare to the past few months..

A boring day..

its my off day today...but it started with a bad headache..actually wanna go swimming de...but feel very lazy...so decided not to go...keep lying on my bed dun feel like getting up...but no choice...cos i need to go TB plaza to buy cookie water bottle...as i need to prepare for her upcoming hm alone...scare her current water bottle cant last for 10 over hours...although its not a big deal to leave her alone but ever since i've got her...she's nv been left alone for so looong...

so i grab some light breakfast(2 slice of bread)...after eating went to prepare to go out...

before going, i only intended to buy a simple water bottle...as i dun wanna to spend much...but end up i brought a water stand....haha...i must really control myself to stop buying so much things for cookie le...my parents start to make noise le...:x

grab some snacks @ bangawan solo n of cos my fave drink(ice milk tea@ mos burger)...after that i took BUS home....haha...cos usually i will take cab home de...i really trying to save money le...cos next weekend my dad will be going genting..so that means i will have no transport to work...in another words...i've gotta take cab for the 3days...

many guys i've noe always said im very pampered...which i dun denied...i noe my family all dote on me...but the problem lies in me..i've got serious mood swing problem...which one of a guy friend suggest that i should seek medical help...he say i may be got bipolar disorder..But me being stubborn, die die also dun wan to go...haha...actually im juz afraid la...

but when im having one of those days...the one that kanna from me will be her(if u got read my blog u will noe its U)...i juz cant help it...i cant control myself...but recently it got worst...i juz wanna be alone...hopefully one day i can really control this damn temper...

Anyway as i mentioned earlier...i feel very lazy today dun wanna go swim rite....end up my nephew keep nagging till i bo bian so i went swimming with them @ 6pm....swim for an hour cos dad say he will come pick us up @ 7pm...but i dun feel tired after swimming...haha...i've been very hardworking le...every off day i will go swim...as i dun like other form of exercising le...going to have my beauty sleep...-yawnz- nights my nephew's rabbit

the water stand i brought for cookie

*DAMN FUCKING PISSED OFF BY MY STUPID NIECE...KNN

feeling emo

2009 is ending soon n its not a very good yr for me...think back alot of things happened...there r more bad memories than gd ones...it's also a yr where i've learnt alot of life lessons...but all in a harsh ways...those people whom i treated as friends turned their back on me...which till now i still cant figure out wat went wrong...but there's a saying: what cant kill u, will only make u stronger...which i think is really true...i've meet my fair share of "crazy" guy too...

heard alot of things which if im given a choice i will rather not noe...

But think back i felt i ought to say sorry to him(a)..cos i rather mean to him...though he was once someone i've really treasured...but i noe w/o me he will be more happy...

And to *J...i truly feel happy to know that u have become father already...thanks for all the memories regardless happy or sad....though our memories was short...but i've never regret the things i've done...Thanks for all the memories...

was looking back at some of the photos i've taken in the past...really miss those times when troubles seem like such a strange thing to me...i was such a happy go lucky type of person but that was in the past...and i know i will never be like last time...

but the only gd thing that happened to me this yr is...........of cos my precious lil cookie baby!!!

ever since she came into my life on that fateful day...she has given me reasons to smile again...

so people...please dun take her as a joke...its hard to explain in words how important cookie is to me...if u dun understand me is ok...the least u can do is respect me n cookie...to others cookie is just a dog...but to me..she's more than juz a dog...she too have feelings n will feel hurt...its ok if u all dun love her...juz leave her alone...i will be thankful to u...enough of the emo stuffs...

lastly i wanna wish my mum a happy birthday...

10days more n i will be home alone with my baby...counting down...

below are some of the photos i took in the past...

For so many days i've been feeling restless...only today i felt slightly better...at least im not sleepy at work...haha...plus im addicted to koi cafe bubble tea...i practically drink their bubble tea everyday for the past 3 days...zzz...im addicted to fishballs soup...keep eating that for dinner too...

ytd i went home after work instead of going my sis house, cos cookie alone at home...so wanna spent some times with her...as i felt recently seldom spent time with her...when i reach home that time she was sleeping near the door there...but when she heard my footsteps, she faster ran to the door there...so after i put down my bags etc...den i sayang her....as im alone in my hse with her...i decided to try to tie her top knot for her...never tie before...end up she angry with me till dun wan to let me sayang her n dun wan to look at me...zzz...blame me for spoiling her till now give me attitude...

den today my dad told me..they going to genting this coming 18...but i dun wanna go cos dun feel safe to leave cookie with my 2nd sis...haha...now wateva things i wanna do, i'll always think of my cookie first...so this will be the first time alone in my house for 3days....abit scare...but noooo choice...anyway maybe i will be going genting on jan...still not confirm yet.... cookie with top knot angry with me..dun wan to look at me my fave bubble tea shop

lazy day @ work

recently i feel very lazy...like no mood to do anything
dunno wats wrong with me oso...-sigh-
today lunch actually wanna eat yong tau fu...
but the q was soooooooo long...end up i went to buy curry laksa..
and i drink my favourite bubble tea...if anyone ever come chinatown
really must go try their bubble tea...cos its different from other shop...
today i practically keep on eating...cos before closing time i went n buy strawberry shortcake mcflurry...*yummy*there goes my diet plan...haha...
my mum told me yesterday that cookie is very naughty recently..cos she always like to dash out of the house n dun wanna come back in...usually she only run outside
the corridor...but now she run down the stairs...zzz...cos theres a new dog there...
im very worried that she will run all the way down...n they cant manage to catch her...seriously i dunno wat i will do if cookie is really missing...
cos w/o her my life is really meaningless...anyway shall end here...enjoy the pics below...

yet another day pass...

im very bored at work today...customer went in the shop walked one round and go out again...zzz...im rotting in the shop..nothing to do...so i went to buy chocolate n some biscuits to eat...cos mouth very itchy...haha...
im waiting for new moon to open...cant wait to catch that show..hopefully it's not that disappointing...oso looking forward to next month xmas gathering with my bestie:)

my first virgin post !

This is my first try blogging :)
Shall do a small intro of myself n my baby gal.







this is my precious baby !
we got her when she was just 5.5months old
when we first got her, her fur was long n matted
below is a photo of her on her first day in my house

shall end here...