feeling emo

2009 is ending soon n its not a very good yr for me...think back alot of things happened...there r more bad memories than gd ones...it's also a yr where i've learnt alot of life lessons...but all in a harsh ways...those people whom i treated as friends turned their back on me...which till now i still cant figure out wat went wrong...but there's a saying: what cant kill u, will only make u stronger...which i think is really true...i've meet my fair share of "crazy" guy too...

heard alot of things which if im given a choice i will rather not noe...

But think back i felt i ought to say sorry to him(a)..cos i rather mean to him...though he was once someone i've really treasured...but i noe w/o me he will be more happy...

And to *J...i truly feel happy to know that u have become father already...thanks for all the memories regardless happy or sad....though our memories was short...but i've never regret the things i've done...Thanks for all the memories...

was looking back at some of the photos i've taken in the past...really miss those times when troubles seem like such a strange thing to me...i was such a happy go lucky type of person but that was in the past...and i know i will never be like last time...

but the only gd thing that happened to me this yr is...........of cos my precious lil cookie baby!!!

ever since she came into my life on that fateful day...she has given me reasons to smile again...

so people...please dun take her as a joke...its hard to explain in words how important cookie is to me...if u dun understand me is ok...the least u can do is respect me n cookie...to others cookie is just a dog...but to me..she's more than juz a dog...she too have feelings n will feel hurt...its ok if u all dun love her...juz leave her alone...i will be thankful to u...enough of the emo stuffs...

lastly i wanna wish my mum a happy birthday...

10days more n i will be home alone with my baby...counting down...

below are some of the photos i took in the past...