I'm back from my hk trip le...
Well didn't went shopping much.. We went Disney n ocean park :) but I went shopping alone on my 3rd day... Hehe.. A new experience..
Hmmm... But when I came back to sg... The first thing that welcome me back is I quarrel with R again... 2mths n we already had 3 big quarrel.. I really think it's bad... Always over the same god damn thing...seriously I'm mentally tired le... I dun feel like holding on.. He say I did nth on my part... But wad he wan me to do?? I dare to say I did put in effort..he juz dun appreciate it... And some words once haul out, it can never be taken back... And everytime we quarrel... He always say many nasty things.. And it really hurts alot... Though I did say nasty stuffs too.. He say he like me... Haha... But I can't feel it... My normal guy frens treat me way better than he did.. They cherish me.. But I feel he seem to take me for granted.. After this quarrel... Some things change... My feel towards him change.. There seems to be a barrier.. Juz that both of us choose to ignore... Words he said keep playing over n over again in my mind...
I'm juz a simple gal.. I juz need someone that can pamper me.. Love me with his all... I dun need someone that keep on wanna change me... Cos once change.. It'll never be me le... Cos I believe if u really love a person, u gotta accept their flaws too...
Anyway, this is the last chance I'm giving him le... If we quarrel again over the same issue... I'm leaving le... Even if he will to beg etc... I will not give in...
Will upload my trip pics soon :)
-Princess Jazzy Sign off-
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