Tuesday, April 13, 2010

22nd Entry( feeling so lost)

12 April

I received a text from A*...as stated below

A:its been 2yrs 2mths since we last talked and were still best frens tat no one could separate. i still miss u very much. i still tink of u now and there. i am still struggling to find someone to replace u. i am desperate to find another like u whom i can talk anything to. i still treat u as my best fren.....be it in the past, now or the future. i still hope sincerely and earnestly for the day u will become my best fren again.........and i still cry over my loss of a best fren.....
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After reading this sms.. It brought back many memories of us... I've known him since I'm 15yrs...
I admit we used to tok about everything in our life.. Cos I really treasure him alot alot.. Not because I like him or wad.. Cos I treated him as my bro... But things changed after we grown up... I felt very suffocating when he tried to control my everything.. N I really mean everything.. From the way I lead my life till the guys I'm interested in.. Almost every aspect of my life he oso wanna control... So I really can't take it any longer...

But today After that msg... I'm wondering shld I reply his msg.. Or to carry on ignoring him???cos I feel guilty over the way I end things last time...

I'm lost...


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