Tuesday, April 13, 2010

23rd Entry

I've been thinking for the whole night till I suffer from insomnia...
Cos I keep having soo many flashback on the past... I've been very very mean n cruel towards him.. But my life w/o him is really much better.. But I believe in karma.. So I feel like giving him a second chance...

But this morning he called me..n the first reaction I have.. I pretend that I'm another person using the phone.. Lucky today I'm sick.. So my voice change n I think he can't recognize it's me.. So I told him I'm no longer using this number...
Guess I still can't forget the hurting words he had say about me... N the memories towards the end of our friendship was really pretty nasty.. And I know if i give this chance, he will keep bringing back the past.. N ask me questions that I will not like to answer...

To A*:
I sincerely hope that u will move on in ur life.. And I'm truly sorry that I can't accept u back in my life.. 天下无不散之宴席
我只能说对不起,我曾今最珍惜的朋友。。。
你一定要幸福!


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